Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Action.

"The Soviets knows only one word - action, respects only one method - force."

Well, I can't say that I'm like the Soviets (despite my somehow 'promiscuous' political leanings.)But I can only say this: For all that has been said, I respect only action. I judge a person by his actions, not just some 'bragging' or empty rhetoric.

Action is the key.

A man is judged by what he says and what he does. If a man's word does not match his actions, then you must be careful.

Like the parable of the two sons, one said yes to the father's request to work, but did not work in the end versus the apparently disobedient son who in the end helped the father despite his initial reluctance, we are all judge by our actions.

True, heart's motives are important too. But what a man says, but does not do, he is a liar and dishonours himself and loses credibility amongst his peers.

What do people say about you?

Does your action match your cognitive patterns?

Are you respected and honoured among your peers and those around you?

What kind of influence are you?

True courage is recognizing that there's something wrong, and your actions thereafter all leads to righting that wrong. Do not confuse prayerful waiting to cowardice denial.

Oh and I'm not gonna fake by displaying 'optimistic piety' - I am in lament now. I have been hurt, been accused, been wronged without a chance to defend myself. But hey its okie, it is God that vindicates and vengeance is His.

Contrary to what people had been told, no I have not lost faith yet, circumstances have not affected me in anyway. However it is in the actions of men that I am most disappointed in and the most insensitive, irresponsible words people can say which irks me. Wow, took me some time, but now I finally understand why we should be 'innocent as doves but cunning as serpents'.

No, I will not go quietly into the night.

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

I believe

Walk blindly to the light and reach out for his hand
Don't ask any questions and don't try to understand
Open up your mind and then open up your heart
And you will see that you and me aren't very far apart

'Cause I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way

Violence is spread world wide and there are families on the street
And we sell drugs to children now oh why can't we just see
That all we do is eliminate our future with the things we do today
Money is our incentive now so that makes it okay

But I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way
I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way

I've been seeing Lisa now for a little over a year
She said she's never been so happy but Lisa lives in fear
That one day daddy's gonna find out she's in love
With a nigger from the streets
Oh how he would lose it then but she's still here with me
'Cause she believes that love will see it through
And one day he'll understand
And he'll see me as a person not just a black man

'Cause I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way
I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way
Love will find the way
Love will find the way
Love will find the way

Please love find the way
Please love find the way

-Blessed Union of Souls

Thursday, May 01, 2008

Haunted

Demons that I thought were dead are staring at me with their bloodshot eyes once again, they desire to have me, to tear me and pull me back to the monster that I once was.

I cannot allow that to happen.

I will kill them all first.