Dear Dominic,

It's been six months.

Six months since I lost my innocence,

Six months since I stepped into the world, and realised church and world weren't so far apart.

Six months since I chose,

Six months since you held my hand, and I realised that I wasn't alone.

In these six months, you've shared

All my joys and all my pains

All my hopes and all my disappointments.

And after all that, you're still my greatest friend,

And boy, you're still my biggest fan.

You'd store my tears if you could,

You'd record all my smiles.

I want to keep on smiling because of you.

This is why I know we'll be standing

Till the very end.

Happy 6-month anniversary dear.

And surprise! The 'need-your-email-because-of-something-I'm-signing-up-for-and-they-need-you-to-provide-other-emails-shit' was me bluffing you so I could deliver this surprise.

I love you lots.

Luv,

Sophia (aka di di) 

Little Wonders

let it go,
let it roll right off your shoulder
don't you know
the hardest part is over
let it in,
let your clarity define you
in the end
we will only just remember how it feels

our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain

let it slide,
let your troubles fall behind you
let it shine
until you feel it all around you
and i don't mind
if it's me you need to turn to
we'll get by,
it's the heart that really matters in the end

our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain

all of my regret
will wash away some how
but i can not forget
the way i feel right now

in these small hours
these little wonders
these twists & turns of fate
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away but these small hours
these small hours, still remain,
still remain
these little wonders
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away
but these small hours
these little wonders still remain

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Here's the song as promised dear!

This is really a very nice song, kinda suits me given the fact that I'm such a 'moment' person. =)

Let's keep the magic alive!

Boss.

Just to cheer you up. =)

Big Enough

None of us knows and that makes it a mystery
If life is a comedy, then why all the tragedy
Three-and-a-half pounds of brain try to figure out
What this world is all about
And is there an eternity, is there an eternity?

God if You’re there I wish You’d show me
And God if You care then I need You to know me
I hope You don’t mind me askin’ the questions
But I figure You’re big enough
I figure You’re big enough

Lying on pillows we’re haunted and half-awake
Does anyone hear us pray, "If I die before I wake"
Then the morning comes and the mirror’s the other place
Where we wrestle face to face with the image of Deity
The image of Deity

God if You’re there I wish You’d show me
And God if You care then I need You to know me
I hope You don’t mind me askin’ the questions
But I figure You’re big enough
I figure You’re big enough

When I imagine the size of the universe
And I wonder what’s out past the edges
Then I discover inside me a space as big
And believe that I’m meant to be
Filled up with more than just questions

So, God if You’re there I wish You’d show me
And God if You care then I need You to know me
I hope You don’t mind me askin’ the questions
But I figure You’re big enough
I figure You’re big enough
‘Cause I am not big enough

-Chris Rice

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I don't know, but this song really comforts me alot sometimes. Hope it helps for you too.

Wurve wurve.

Divine chaos

The fire and the wind has passed me.

What is it that You want from me?

No I don't have the strength to do what You want me to do.

No, I just want to live my life, why did You bring this upon me?

I don't even know whether is it You, or just my human desire to do something of value to substantiate my existence, to prove that I am worthy of love...

I am just one in 6.5 billion.

Am I more than just a bunch of molecules held together by some cosmic force that I do not comprehend?

What is going on in this divine chaos?

Conversations

My friend, it was great meeting you up.

Thank you for your sharing and honest words of struggle.

You are becoming real.

No more system to tell you how you should behave, no more fanciful display of emotions, no more wearing of masks.

No one to tell you how lousy you are, no one to tell you that you should get rid of your flaws and become like them, no one to tell you that you are faithless because you are different from them.

No more struggling with the rhetoric, no more giving of your life to maintain the status quo.

No, you have not become cynical -- you have been set free to live your life as a Christian.

Struggle has refined you, and you have grown up, my friend.

Go enjoy life, make friends, find a girlfriend (and settle down soon!), hang out with the 'sinners', catch up with old friends, watch a movie, pursue your hobbies, call me up for a wine/Margaretta/vodka session.

Live life dude and "away with the hypocrites" (as someone famous puts it heh).

And as how we ended our conversation, if anyone comes up to you and tells you:
1. to 'repent' and adhere to their way of life as the only supreme way
2. to become someone who you are not in order to be accepted
3. to chain yourself down, denying the humanness and frailty of your existence

our reply, itself which will thunder down the ears of the so-called 'puritans' would be...

Up yours!